Tiba Waktunya

tiba waktunya kubangun

berdiri tegas dan berani

menyambut hadirnya

yang enggan kusambut

di satu sisi kuingin milikinya

tapi

terlalu pengecut diri ini tuk hadapinya

sudah kunanti-nanti dirinya

semenjak ku mulai mengenal dirinya

satu tahun yang lalu

sudah ku melangkah lebih

tuk kenal dirinya lebih

satu tahun yang lalu

berbagai cara ku tempuh

saat mereka nikmati angin sepoi

ku nikmati mahligai

tapi

tetap saja

terlalu pengecut diri ini tuk hadapinya

aku tak siap

dan mungkin

tak kan pernah siap

sampai waktu memaksaku tuk bersiap

-aRee-

Kangen

KANGEN

Kangen Indonesia

Kangen Jakarta

Kangen Jelambar

Kangen Rumah

Kangen Papa

Kangen Mama

Kangen Koko

Kangen Sahabat

Kangen Mantan

Kangen Martabak Bangka

Kangen Kuetiaw Goreng Telor

Kangen Siaran Radio Jakarta

Kangennnnn

even though the travelling-abroad is waiting for me tomorrow

coz ALL I NEED IS:

sayap tuk terbangkanku ke peluknya..

Why God created us differently..

Why God created us differently

if God only wants to be worshipped

in one way?

That's why God created LOVE.

So all the differences could be UNITED.

Kenapa Allah menciptakan kita beda-beda

kalau Dia cuma ingin disembah dengan

satu cara?

Makany Allah nyiptain CINTA.

Biar yang beda-beda bisa NYATU.

That's one part of the trailer of Indonesian movie; 'cin(T)a'

is it really true?

or...

others argue:

to Love doesn't mean to Pocess

so,,

when you fall in love with someone

that u shouldn't..

should you

go ahead

and

fight

to get your love?

if you answer: YES..

is that means

that your ego is just too high

that

you HURT people around you

you SACRIFICE them

only for the sake of your ego..?

if your answer: NO..

is that means

you are a COWARD

that you even don't have any BRAVERY

to go get your love..?

then, choice is (again and again) in your hand

(coz life is about choosing):

PEOPLE AROUND YOU

OR

YOU?

-aRee-

Wanna...

wanna go to driving school here to get driving license

(which costs 250,000 yen = 2500 USD)

wanna shop

without looking at the price

wanna travel to

London, Italy, Vatican, Barcelona,

India, Jerusalem, Australia, Mongolia,

Vietnam, Prague, Korea, Kenya,

South Africa, Srilanka, Germany, France

all Indonesia's islands, all Provinces of Japan...

in conclusion:

need lots of money...!!

-aRee-

ah yahh,,,

I'm waiting for:

3GS white color iPhone...

yeayyy~~~!!!

(hmmm,, I hope I can manage it

by not terminating the 26 months contract

which means

I have to stay in Japan

for at least another 26 months

while I will finish my undergraduate in 12 months

which means

another 14 months of working here after graduating

which means

have to get job-offer...!!)

-aRee-

PMS

I
(although I perfectly understand that it's kodrat wanita to have menstruation)
personally hate PMS
(Pre-Menstruation Syndrome)...
There is only ONE REASON why I hate PMS:
PMS causes too significant CHANGE
in my mood; my emotion..

suddenly wanna get mad like a mad cow,,
suddenly wanna cry,,
suddenly wanna escape from my daily routine without having enough power and will to do it,,

suddenly become sooo silent,,
suddenly become sooo mellow,,
suddenly become sooo brutal,,
suddenly become sooo annoying,,
suddenly become sooo........

it's sooo hard to push down my emotion with my limited ability...
I know that I shouldn't be like that
or shouldn't do that
or shouldn't say that or...
BUT I just can't bear~~

I need quite a long time (around 3-4days) to get back to the normal-me..
it means that 10% of my 1 month life is being filled with the PMS,,
and it also means that 10% of my life since I know that I got soo influenced with my PMS is my PMS period which is unproductive and annoying...

will this come to an end??
or...
it wouldn't and what i should do is:
'enjoy it!! coz it's what i've been given from God'..??

and now,,
i'am perfectly in my PMS..

-aRee

My Twilight Saga

yowhaaaa~~~~~

akhirnya seluruh exam and reports SELESAI~~~!!!!
yiiipppiiieeee~~~~~!!!

udah pegel banget nih pundak,,,
dan udah nggak sabar banget pengen baca SELURUH TWILIGHT!!!
sejak 1.5 minggu yang lalu sejak si Twilight sampe di rumah,,,
dia udah gw tutupin pake bantal merah di poko kamar hanya demi supaya nggak tergoda u/ baca twilight di saat genting kudu buat reports and siapin exam,,hahahaha,,
dan rupanya si twilight ini cukup jadi motivasi untuk bertahan hidup selama 1.5 minggu belakangan ini,,guuudddd~~~~hahahaha,,,

dannnn~~~~
sekarang lahhhhh,,,
TIBA WAKTUNYA untuk MULAI MENCICIPI TWILIGHT~~~!!!

bayangan paling nikmat:
baca twlight senderan di atas futon,
di kamar yang adem (pake AC) nan rapi nan wangi,
ditemani musik yang menenangkan hati dan jiwa,
ditemani oleh semangka,
tanpa harus memikirkan
hokou atw internship atw job hunting atw project kawano-san~~~~ weitttzzzzz~~~~
PERFECT~~~!!!

aarrrrggghhhh risou teki da neeee~~~~!!!
mari qta ciptakan suasana semacam ituuuu~~~~

yahuiiiii~~~~~

-aRee-

Pagi TERHECTIC semasa EXAM 3 tahun saia di APU

Berikut adalah kisah nyata tadi pagi,,,

'radioooo,,listen to the radio,,,aaaahhhh~~~' lagu The Corrs masih berkumandang menggema di kamar peni,,,gw lagi santai2 baca buku di ranjang peni,,dan tiba2~~~

peni: REE!! PERIOD 2 MULAI JAM BERAPA??
aRee: (tiba2 loncat terbangun dari tidurnya) HAH??!! jam 10:35 kann,,, (bingung linglung~~mana lagu The Corrs??? OMG~~~~ itu mimpiiii~~~~)
peni: SEKARANG UDAH JAM 09:51..!!!
aRee: HAH??!! loh loh,,gimana sih,,berarti qta pasti telat donggg~~~qta exam kannnn???
peni: HADUH,,QTA KAN MUSTINYA UDAH NAEK BUS YG JAM 9:45,,,gimana sih?!
aRee: ~~~~~~~~

-peni mulai bergesit2 ganti baju n pake celana panjang sedangkan gw masih bengong shock linglung di atas ranjang,,-

peni: berarti bus paling cepet yang bisa dikejer adalah yang jam 10:10,,,
aRee: HAH?? -duh cuma bisa siap2 10menitan gw,,gawat2,,padahal kan gw maw bawa laptop dll ke sekolah,,bubar deh bubar,,,-
aRee: ok deh,,gw pulang ya siap2,,,

-sesampainya di rumah, gw masih dalam keadaan bingung shock linglung,,,HOW CAN BARU BANGUN JAM SGONO??? PADAHAL KE SKOLAH PERLU WAKTU 40 MENIT dan kalo naek yang jam 10:10 berarti baru nyampe sekolah jam 10:50 which means bener2 examnya udah mulaiiiii,,,,dan si innt'l trans ini waktunya lebih pendek dibanding ulangan laen yang berarti WAKTU GW BUAT NGERJAIN ULANGAN TERBATAS!!mana belom manteb belajarnya,,sial sial sial,,,-

peni menerobos pintu rumah dan pintu kamar gw,,,
peni: UDAH BELOM, REE??
aRee: duh duh,,bentar,,gw linglung nih,,,hape, dompet, kotak pensil, buku,,,,hmmm,,buku cetaknya lu yang bawa kan??
peni: iye2,,
aRee: okelahhh,,eehhh tunggu,,,tetes mata, cemilan,,,OK sippp~~~!!!
peni: cabzzz..!!!

aRee dan peni berjalan menuju stasiun,,,,

aRee: duh,,qta masih keburu kan ikut examnya??
peni: harusnya sih,,tapi waktunya kepotong,,
aRee: gilaaa,,berarti musti gesit ntar buatnya,,,

sampe di stasiunnn,,,busnya blm ada,,,gw ke mesin penjual minuman n beli ocha dingin (daripada gw kaga ada minum dan dehidrasi dan pingsan karena ntar sampe di kampus pasti kaga ada waktu beli minum mendingan gw beli dulu dah,,mahal2 dah,,,)

peni: naek TAXI apa qta??
aRee: 'GLEK!!'
peni: pasti nggak telat deh qta,,
aRee: hmm hmm,,, (gileeee taxi booo,,cepet sih tapiiii MAHALLL!!! yakin bayar 4000an yen aka more than LIMA RATUS RIBU RUPIAH????) gimana kalo qta naek kereta dulu sampe kamegawa trus lanjut bus??? <-- byar cepat tapi ekonomisss,,hahahaha...
peni: cek2 jadwal dulu,,gw cek kereta,,
aRee: (buru2 keluarin jadwal bus) gw siap jadwal bus,,!!

setelah ditimbang2 dalam waktu 1 menit,,
aRee: ok,,yuk naek kereta,,,

bersamaan dengan itu,,,bus qta datang dannnnn dalam otak langsung berputar cepat,,
dari kamegawa naek yang jam 10:33 trus sampe kampus jam 10:50 juga donggg~~~

aRee: (langsung balik badan,,putar haluan ke bus aja,,) PEN!!! BUS AJA!! KURANG LEBIH SAMA SOALNYA!!
peni: HAH?? masa...??? naek kereta bisa lebih cepet 5 menit!! (ohhh 5 menitku yang sangat berhargaaaaaa~~~~)

sayangnya udah keburu naek bus,,hahahha,,,

aRee: iya,,tapi qta blm mempertimbangkan kalo di kamegawa ntar rame dan qta nggak dapet2 bus,,naek bus ini RISKnya LEBIH KECIL <--kebanyakan belajar transaction bahasanya jadi sulittt~~~
peni: hahh,,ya udah lah,,, <--masih bo kam guan~~

di dalam bus, berdua belajar dengan ngebut2,,berusaha melahap semua bahan dalam waktu singkat,,berharap soal yang keluar itu pas ama yang dipelajariii~~~

peni: duhhh,,ni bus isinya orang tua semua,,pantes aja lelet bgini,,bisa telat nih,,,
aRee: hahahaha,,sabar2,,

trus di minamisuga iriguchi, masuk banyak anak muda,,

aRee: nahhh,,,banyak pasokan anak mudah tuh,,,berarti dy akan lari kudaaaa abis ini~~~~
peni: heh,, <--tetep sibuk komat/it ngapalin

kembali konsentrasi belajar,,pokoke lahappp ajeeee~~~~

sampe di kampus waktu menunjukan pukul 10:48,,,(wahhh lebih cepet 2 menit dari perkiraan~~~)
berdua langsung ngebut2 ke kelas F103,,,dannnnn~~~ di depan gedung F (blm sampe depan kelas),,,

TING TONG TENG TONG~~~~ TONG TENG TING TONG~~~~
BEL TANDA EXAM DIMULAIIII~~~~!!!! hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~

di depan F103
aRee: pen,,tengsin gw masuknya,,,,,
peni: (dengan semangat dan keberanian tingkat tinggi) hus hus,,,
aRee: (nguntit belakang peni,,)

tekan gagang pintuuu,,,buka,,,dannn SEMUA MATA TERTUJU KE QTA BERDUAAAA~~~~~ TENGSINNN BOOOO~~~~~

dan PROCTORNYA GW KENALLLL,,,dan DIA UDAH SENYUM2 KE GW,,,,haiayyyyyyyyyaaaa~~~~ hehehehe,,,mesem2 aja gw,,dan mulainya exam qta berdua,,,,

yakkkk~~~~~

UNTUNGLAH si peni tiba2 melek jam 09:51,,,kalo nggak,,,ILANG SUDAH 2 CREDITS~~~!!!
shhhhhhh~~~~~ bisa A+ nggak yaaaa~~~~~tunggu sajaaaa~~~~

-aRee-