PMS

I
(although I perfectly understand that it's kodrat wanita to have menstruation)
personally hate PMS
(Pre-Menstruation Syndrome)...
There is only ONE REASON why I hate PMS:
PMS causes too significant CHANGE
in my mood; my emotion..

suddenly wanna get mad like a mad cow,,
suddenly wanna cry,,
suddenly wanna escape from my daily routine without having enough power and will to do it,,

suddenly become sooo silent,,
suddenly become sooo mellow,,
suddenly become sooo brutal,,
suddenly become sooo annoying,,
suddenly become sooo........

it's sooo hard to push down my emotion with my limited ability...
I know that I shouldn't be like that
or shouldn't do that
or shouldn't say that or...
BUT I just can't bear~~

I need quite a long time (around 3-4days) to get back to the normal-me..
it means that 10% of my 1 month life is being filled with the PMS,,
and it also means that 10% of my life since I know that I got soo influenced with my PMS is my PMS period which is unproductive and annoying...

will this come to an end??
or...
it wouldn't and what i should do is:
'enjoy it!! coz it's what i've been given from God'..??

and now,,
i'am perfectly in my PMS..

-aRee