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Kesal - Marah - Kecewa

Jerit - Tangis - Luka

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Semua unjuk rasa tidak mau kalah..

Ketika seseorang sedang berada di titik rendah roda kehidupan

dan ia tetap bisa berpikir positif..

is he a life treasurer..?

is it only a part of his self-denial..?

walaupun seandaianya ia hanya berusaha tampak kuat di depan mata umum,

but tonight I saw the true life treasurer in him..

semangat yah, dear my beloved 'matahari'..

coz we were - are - and will always support u.. :)

-aRee-

knowing that u' re happy -of course-

makes me happy..

but..

knowing that u're happy because of other's words

-that i had said before but seems like u didn't even remember it-

makes me sad..

is it because our story has been outdated..?

or

is it because of having a new exciting relationship..?

or

is it merely because i am too sensitive..?

or

................

well... whatever it is..

there is 1 thing for sure..

..it HURTS..