Why God created us differently..

Why God created us differently

if God only wants to be worshipped

in one way?

That's why God created LOVE.

So all the differences could be UNITED.

Kenapa Allah menciptakan kita beda-beda

kalau Dia cuma ingin disembah dengan

satu cara?

Makany Allah nyiptain CINTA.

Biar yang beda-beda bisa NYATU.

That's one part of the trailer of Indonesian movie; 'cin(T)a'

is it really true?

or...

others argue:

to Love doesn't mean to Pocess

so,,

when you fall in love with someone

that u shouldn't..

should you

go ahead

and

fight

to get your love?

if you answer: YES..

is that means

that your ego is just too high

that

you HURT people around you

you SACRIFICE them

only for the sake of your ego..?

if your answer: NO..

is that means

you are a COWARD

that you even don't have any BRAVERY

to go get your love..?

then, choice is (again and again) in your hand

(coz life is about choosing):

PEOPLE AROUND YOU

OR

YOU?

-aRee-

Wanna...

wanna go to driving school here to get driving license

(which costs 250,000 yen = 2500 USD)

wanna shop

without looking at the price

wanna travel to

London, Italy, Vatican, Barcelona,

India, Jerusalem, Australia, Mongolia,

Vietnam, Prague, Korea, Kenya,

South Africa, Srilanka, Germany, France

all Indonesia's islands, all Provinces of Japan...

in conclusion:

need lots of money...!!

-aRee-

ah yahh,,,

I'm waiting for:

3GS white color iPhone...

yeayyy~~~!!!

(hmmm,, I hope I can manage it

by not terminating the 26 months contract

which means

I have to stay in Japan

for at least another 26 months

while I will finish my undergraduate in 12 months

which means

another 14 months of working here after graduating

which means

have to get job-offer...!!)

-aRee-

PMS

I
(although I perfectly understand that it's kodrat wanita to have menstruation)
personally hate PMS
(Pre-Menstruation Syndrome)...
There is only ONE REASON why I hate PMS:
PMS causes too significant CHANGE
in my mood; my emotion..

suddenly wanna get mad like a mad cow,,
suddenly wanna cry,,
suddenly wanna escape from my daily routine without having enough power and will to do it,,

suddenly become sooo silent,,
suddenly become sooo mellow,,
suddenly become sooo brutal,,
suddenly become sooo annoying,,
suddenly become sooo........

it's sooo hard to push down my emotion with my limited ability...
I know that I shouldn't be like that
or shouldn't do that
or shouldn't say that or...
BUT I just can't bear~~

I need quite a long time (around 3-4days) to get back to the normal-me..
it means that 10% of my 1 month life is being filled with the PMS,,
and it also means that 10% of my life since I know that I got soo influenced with my PMS is my PMS period which is unproductive and annoying...

will this come to an end??
or...
it wouldn't and what i should do is:
'enjoy it!! coz it's what i've been given from God'..??

and now,,
i'am perfectly in my PMS..

-aRee